Expressions

2/26/98
Heavenly Homicide

Screeching voices leave no choices
but to kill
I see your tears, I am your fears
all against your will
Your stupid mind is all i find
when I break apart your head
That worthless face lost its grace
under pipes of lead
Useless life soils my knife
enough to sink a boat
End this pain, slit that vein
upon your chubby throat
Stab your chest, its for the best
even if you die
Beg and plead, I'll make you bleed
don't you ever cry?
The more you see, more fun for me
so please don't die just yet
Wiggle and squirm just like a worm
or fish upon a net
So soon you'll go, you'll never know
just how much I hate you
I clean this blade, that pain I made
gives a joy so true
I love to hurt, you're on my shirt
in tiny little pieces
Now you're dead, but like I said
That heartbeat never ceases
You were so blind, you'll never find
this peace I have so true
I love to taunt, but all you want
is the life I killed in you

February '97
You Love Me?

you love me?
no, you love what you see of me
you do not love me
for you do not see what i am
you do not see the scars
which you helped create
you do not see the pain
which you helped cause
you do not see me
reflections of your dreams
perfections, impossibilities
these are what you see
my shadows, my sins
are not seen by those eyes
the truth, the true me
is not perceived
my friend, you are mistaken
you love me?
i think not