Another body death has claimed
Lost memories and new found pains
This child's breath will be his last
His pain is gone, but his time has past

Downcast eyes scan the stone
This broken women stands alone
Her only son gone from her
and happy memories become a blur

Tears run naked upon his grave
A hopeless woman, no longer brave
unread pages, always torn
and forever now, she will mourn

It weighs heavily on my shoulders.
I know I must tell him.
But what will I tell him?
How will I tell him?
I am so afraid.
What will he do?
What will he do when he finds out?
Finds out that I do not share his love.
His love so powerful, so fierce.
I do not feel that.
I only feel sorrow
What will I do?
I must tell him,
but I cannot
I am afraid
Afraid of his pain
Will he ever speak after this?
Will he ever speak to me?
If this were only a dream
So I could just wake up and forget it all
But I cannot
I cannot forget his love or his pain
I am so afraid.
Afraid of the world.
Afraid of his love
Afraid of myself.

I will not call him daddy anymore
I will not speak unless spoken to
I do not love anymore
He has lost me
But worst of all, I have lost him
We used to be best friends
We are now worst enemies
I long to leave
Leave it all behind
Leave him behind
I feel only pain now and no love
I long to end that pain
I long to end my life
We used to laugh together
But these days we only yell at each other
We have no love
I have lost him
I have lost my father
We will not hug.
We will not speak.
We will not love.
Times I used to spend with him
I now spend alone
Alone
Alone with my pain and
Alone with my memories
Memories of times that were happy
Times when I always smiled.
I do not smile now.
I only wonder.
Wonder what I did to drive him away.
What I did to make him feel that hatred.
Hatred for me.
I wonder what I did to change from daddy's little girl
to the whore he sees me as now.
What have I done on this horrible day.
What have I done to deserve such rage on a day of love.
What have I done to deserve such pain on Valentine's Day.

once again, forever alone
you swore, but now i'm broken
shattered pieces cover my mind
i don't understand
i thought we had forever
to love, not to hurt
and i do hurt...all the love inside of me
it burns me, it eats at me
what happened?
did i do this?
or was it you?