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MY POETRY PAGE |
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Note: If you find that any of the information contained on these pages is triggering for you, please click on the SAFE HAVEN! link located on each page. Your safety is important to me! |
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KINDNESS
Kindness is a ray of light, a word that you may say, a little spread of happiness you share in someone's day. Kindness is a caring deed, something nice that you can do: a visit to a lonely friend, being someone she can talk to. Kindness comes in many forms, whether it's a smile, a hug or letter; it is considered an act of kindness when it makes one's day a little better. Share with someone your kind heart by being there when she's blue; embrace her with a big warm hug, and tell her she's special to you. Kindness is something that isn't hard to share, It's giving out a little love and showing that you care. It's donating to a needy charity or spending time with a troubled kid; adopting an animal into a wonderful home or praising a friend on the good job he did. Kindness is the spread of love to help ease another's pain; It's the clearing of one's grey-clouded skies and adding sunshine to the rain. The more kindness you spread around, the more you will understand, that it someday will be returned to you just when you need a caring hand. By Wings4Soul@aol.com
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Why Do I Do It?
I look at my arm and ponder: Where will I cut this time? Why do I do this? Am I some kind of freak? As I think of what to carve, I know I'm not alone in my pain- for others do the same thing I do; in different ways; but the reason is the same: the sadness is too deep to handle, need to get it out. seemingly the only way I know how. The tears I can't cry are cried when I see red. How can I stop thinking about it? Should I call someone? Should I pray? Please make the pain go away, Lord. Tell me I'm not a worthless soul; tell me I deserve to heal, and that I am worth your love. I love you, Lord; Please help me cry more tears from my eyes instead of from my wounds. Please forgive me, Lord for thinking this way; Please help me make it through another day. By Wings4Soul@aol.com |
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He Leads Our Way
Our lives are tough in so many ways, but we can be comforted by repeating this phrase: "He leadeth me beside the still waters." There isn't a burden any of us own that the Lord would make us go through alone. He is continually with us, even when we're afraid; through life's still waters, He leads us as we wade. Remember that He carried us across the beach; during the rough times of our lives, He was glad to teach, that even though we'll always see one set of prints in the sand, the Lord will gently carry us when we're not strong enough to stand. By Wings4Soul@aol.com
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My Dear Friend
My dear friend, I know when you are hurting; the pain rips at the heart and the soul; I can only imagine at times, How alone you must feel. But I can't say I know what you are going through; I can't say that I completely understand your pain. I can't say that I can take it away- only that I wish I could somehow. I can only try and lessen it a little, for a little while, with warm and tender words, with spoken reassurances. You are embraced in a warm safe and gentle hug, for as long as needed. the tears you cry are tears that are welcomed, for crying helps cleanse wounds from the soul. I can also say that all of your feelings are valid and important, no matter what anyone else says. They are yours, You have a right express your feelings, and the right to share them with those who care about you; with those who accept you as you are; with those who love you as a person. One of those people is me. You have a safe and warm embracing always, my forever friend. By Wings4Soul@aol.com |
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Dark World of Depression
Do you want to understand me, why I fade in and out of my dark world? Most people rush on by in oblivion, unaware of the depths of my despair. They don't understand this dark world called depression that entraps one's mind in a cold, lonely prison; so many inmates out there just like me, hoping and praying we someday find the key that will free us from our feelings of hopelessness and fear we've known for so long. Look into my eyes, a window to my spirit, that has somewhere, somehow, been broken and lost. see the emptiness in my soul, a little girl so desperately trying to climb out of the hole; such an unfamiliar, scary place I don't understand; How can I reach in to gently take her hand? I don't know how I can expect others to understand my pain when I can't even figure out who I am; why my feelings are trapped so deep inside. All I can ask of you is to try and see, how dreadfully tiring and painful day to day life is for me. Some days it takes all my best to just get out of bed, maybe even dressed. And if I try not to think of past traumas that haunt, maybe they won't surface at night to invade my dreams and reality. Little girl, deep down inside, curls up in a ball; clutches her blankie and teddy, hums herself a lullaby; takes a corner of her blankie, and wipes the tears from her eyes. She looks up to discover sunlight beaming through the window- welcoming a new morning, lighting up the darkness of her world once more. The night is over; but why do my feelings of vulnerability and fear remain? The joyful songs of birds outside interrupt my thoughts just long enough for me to look up and wonder: Is there life outside this tomb of mine? How can I go on living this way? Although I am thankful to have survived yet another day. And even though I think all my hope is gone, I try to believe it will return again with dawn. By Wings4Soul@aol.com
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SAFE HAVEN! |
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Home |
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Tribute to My Friends |
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Depression Info |
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PTSD Info |
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God's Creations |
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Wings on the Mend: More About My Own Journey of Healing |
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