"My label wrote a bio for me, but it was boring so I decided
to write my own. For every album that comes out, there's an over
dramatic bio to go with it. I don't think I can tell any stories
about how I lived in a van in Alaska. I grew up in Dallas. I grew
up in a house. I had my own bedroom for most of the time, too.
I hate writing this bio probably more that you hate reading it. I
don't like the idea of giving information that will somehow make
the album seem more interesting. The best thing to do is just
listen to the album and stare at the artwork. That's what I did
when I listened to Queens' A Night at the Opera when I was in
second grade.
How did I get started? Well, my mom tells this story (so it must
be true). When my older brother, Ben, was born, my mother's
obstetrician told her to put him in front of the hi-fi and listen
to classical music. My brother became a classical musician, as
did the obstetrician's son. I then asked my mother what she made
me listen to. She was a bit busier when I was born, so she
strapped me into my car seat as we drove around San Francisco and
listened to music on the radio. She said, "Something about a
stairway to heaven."
At three years old, my little brother was obsessed with Kiss, and
we would pretend we were in the band. One night, my mother woke
us up and got us out of our beds -- Kiss was going to be on
television without their makeup! We sat through Seals & Crofts
and Mac Davis, and then finally the moment had arrived! Kiss on
"The Midnight Special" without their makeup-- history in the
making. They showed the guys, but only the backs of their heads.
We were so disappointed, but we learned something profound about
the music business that night.
As technology improved, my father bought a new stereo -- It had a
microphone! My sister and I spent hours singing songs with Olivia
Newton-John on her new album, Totally Hot. Then we would take a
break and walk across the street to the neighbors to jump on
their trampoline and sing songs from the musical "Annie."
My parents were an influence in their own way (I wish my Mother
could write this part). She spent the night outside the
Ticketmaster with my older brother so we could get tickets to see
Elton John in 1978. Between her schlepping me to a million
different lessons after school and my father playing the piano
constantly (when he wasn't at work looking in someone's colon), I
was immersed in music and performance. Even at school we had at
least one of two mandatory shows a year. I played Musetta in "La
Boheme," a postman (with a real hat borrowed from our real
postman), a young Mexican girl, and Oscar Meyer wiener in a
musical fashion show, and Linus in "You're a Good Man Charlie
Brown" at the Jewish Community Center. At home I would sit in
walk-in closets with my friend Jasmine and sing songs from the
"Best of the Seventies" songbook, like "Evil Woman" and
"Philadelphia Freedom." In between making paper-mache whales and
doing the Lemon Twist on the Black Top, I made time for lessons--
ballet, tap , piano, music theory, ice skating. By the time I was
14, I had enough extracurriculars to last me a lifetime.
I finally quit my piano lessons. Not only was my brother hogging
the piano all the time, but he was becoming a world-class
classical pianist. So I started to play guitar. It was an
instrument I could in my room, I could play classical or popular
songs, and I could carry it around. Also , at the time, my best
friends and I loved the Police. There were three of us and three
of them. We each picked our favorite member, and I picked last,
so I ended up with Andy Summers. He played guitar, so I played
guitar. (Later I met him at a book signing for his photography
book full of pictures that bordered on groupie porn.)
I went to sleep-away summer camp for six years. It was there that
I did my first performance with and acoustic guitar. Aima Doll
McCutchin and I did our rendition of "Stairway to Heaven." We
changed the words so they dealt with "Cabin #1" instead of that
lady. Aima Doll taught me how to finger pick.
Although I was eight years old when I wrote my first song on the
piano (I won an award and played in a recital), I really started
writing songs when I was 15. I had trouble remembering all of the
Rush and John Cougar songs my guitar teacher was showing me, so I
happily agreed to attempt writing my own songs. I wrote an
instrumental called "Fried Eggs." When I started adding lyrics, I
bared my soul secretly in the songs. Later I was embarrassed to
realize how obvious the lyrics really were. Oh well, I thought I
was being very cryptic like my favorite bands, the Cure, Brian
Eno, David Bowie and Jimi Hendrix.
So then I went to college. I went to Brown University. At Brown I
didn't study enough. I mainly was interested in playing shows
with my friend Liz Mitchell. We had a group called Liz and Lisa.
We played all the time and spent the majority of the last two
years of school in the recording studio. A few years after
graduating I went solo, and Liz started a band called Ida. Yes,
Duncan Sheik played guitar in our band in college for a year. He
didn't have a guitar case. That is his real name. I think.
In New York City I played a lot of shows. I made lots of business
contacts and went to a lot of record company offices. Just the
other day I went through my old Rolodex and threw away almost all
of the cards. Most of the people I bugged in those days with demo
tapes have different jobs now. During that period of time, I
recorded The Purple Tape, over at Juan Patino's apartment. All
the nights of clubs, coffeehouses and music festivals were
finally beginning to pay off. A&R reps were asking for tapes, and
everybody else was paying $10.
The next year I recorded some demos with Juan. "Stay (I Missed
You)" was recorded that fall. Ethan Hawke asked for a copy of the
song to play for Ben Stiller. It was used in the soundtrack for
"Reality Bites." Ethan made a cool video for the song. RCA let
him make the video probably because he was a famous movie star. I
thought it was a good idea because he had a good concept-- a
video done in one take: no edits. Nonetheless, I tried re-editing
the video because I thought it was important to include some
shots of me playing guitar and singing. Ethan's idea was stronger
artistically and visually even though it didn't show me as a
musician, so we went with his version. Later, I would see
audience members open their mouths in surprise that I actually
could do more than wander around an apartment acting sad over a
possible breakup. That was acting -- you know, pretending.
People often ask why the album Tails came out a year after the
song "Stay." With "Stay" at #1 on the charts, recording an album
couldn't happen until after all the touring, promoting the
single, signing a record deal and a publishing deal, playing with
Paul Shaffer on the Letterman show, getting 70 phone calls a day,
etc. After all that marketing/work, I got to go back to the
creative part. "Stay (I Missed You)" got a Grammy nomination and
won a Brit Award. Now even my parents believed I was a
musician.
We put out Tails all over the world. Japan, Southeast Asia,
Australia, Buffalo. This is starting to sound like a Beach Boys
song. It did well. No, it did not sell as many copies as Alanis
Morrisette's album (but it sold way more than The Purple
Tape).
I toured with my band, Nine Stories. I toured endlessly with just
my acoustic guitar. I played with Lyle Lovett, Sarah McLachlan,
Counting Crows and on the Lilith Fair. I sang with Lyle, Emmylou
Harris, Shawn Colvin, the Indigo Girls and Bill Janovitz from
Buffalo Tom.
Finally, it was time to do some more recording. Now here's the
album, Firecracker. I like the title because it makes the image
of me lying on the ground (see cover art) a little bit more
enigmatic and passionate instead of sleepy or "so vulnerable,
don't you just want to smack her?" as one journalist once stated.
Unfortunately, the title will probably inspire some journalist to
write that the album "snaps, pops, and sputters" or some crap
like that. (That same journalist will make the keen observation
that "she is back with her glasses.")
To me the songs are stories. Some are very close to my heart and
personal.
"Wishing Heart" and "This" are songs that deal with finding
inspiration and direction in one's life. They were cathartic to
write and are cathartic to sing. The recording of "This" is a
radically different version from an earlier version on The Purple
Tape.
"Falling in Love" started out as a cowboy song: a story song with
a simple chord progression. I wrote the chorus after spending a
night in Las Vegas. The string arrangement, written by compose
Dan Coleman, turned the song into a cinematic experience. The
arrangement gave it an extra dark and lonely feel. As an added
bonus, Shawn Colvin came to the studio and sang harmonies with
Juan and me.
"Furious Rose" is another song touched by the orchestra. I wrote
it about Freud and a woman he is trying to show is clinically
crazy, but she's actually just depressed and misunderstood. I
tried to make the verses intricate and Victorian and the choruses
more emotional. When I heard the arrangement for the first time,
I imagined a woman running through a dark forest.
The song "Truthfully" was written for a scene in the movie "One
Fine Day." The song was the story of Michelle Pfeiffer's
character beginning to fall in love with that guy from "ER"'s
character -- sort of a romance against one's will. They didn't
end up using the song in the movie, but I ended up with a
positive love song on the album. (Although I read the script, I
am still looking forward to seeing the film on an airplane.)
"How" is a song sort of about being under a microscope, and also
the people holding the microscope. About working so hard for
something, letting people examine me close up to find they're
more interested in their own preconceptions than in finding out
who I really am. The song was originally used in the movie
"Twister."
"I Do," although the first single on the album, was actually the
last song written. Most of the rest of the album was sounding
moody and dark, but the contrast of this final up-tempo song
really completes the album for me.
Firecracker was recorded in a variety of studios, but once again
we mainly relied on Juan's apartment.
We like working in that little room with few windows, a large Pro
Tools rig and a wide selection of takeout food menus. It's like
being in some kind of weird spaceship. Juan and I work together
well because we share similar musical standards. Not only is he a
great producer and engineer, but he's been labeled a control
freak, just like me. Our friend Aml coined a more appropriate
term to label us; "Quality control freaks."
We also had a good time working with Bob Clearmountain, who mixed
the album. We admired his mixing on lots of albums including Roxy
Music, Crowded House, Shawn Colvin and Bruce Springsteen, and we
enjoyed making him stay up past his bedtime to help us make sure
the mixes were right. We also drank espresso and jumped in the
bouncy castle when there were children's birthday parties at this
house.
There is a great story about the cover art. A few years ago I
found a postcard in Amsterdam. I cherished it but had never heard
of the artist. Last summer on a tour of the Benmari Vineyards in
upstate New York, I stumbled upon the original of the painting
from the postcard. I walked into this room, and it was entirely
filled with these amazing paintings. It turned out the man who
owned the winery was the painter! His name is Mark Miller. In the
1950s and '60s, he painted advertisements and magazine covers.
His paintings are like a very sexy, romantic, Impressionist
version of Norman Rockwell. He retired from painting to become a
master winemaker, but he has a beautiful gallery at his vineyard,
and recently he's been cataloguing and preserving his paintings
on Photoshop. For the album cover, he used his computer to
transform one of the '50s classics into me.
I guess that's enough info. Just go listen to the album. Enjoy!
You are allowed to listen to it more than once."