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I WAS ABUSED BY BOTH MOM & DAD ON A CONSISTANT BASIS WHEN I WAS QUITE YOUNG . I BEGAN REMEMBERING THIS ABUSE ABOUT TWO YEARS AGO AFTER THE BIRTH OF A SON . I CONFRONTED MY PARENTS AND LOST THE WHOLE FAMILY . IT IS VERY HARD TO LIVE WITH NOT ONLY THE ABUSE BUT ALSO TO BE DISOWNED BY EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY . EVEN THOSE SIBLINGS WHO REMEMBER THEIR OWN ABUSE. I KNOW I SHOULDN'T CARE ABOUT THE LOSS OF MY FAMILY ;BUT WE DID HAVE SOME GOOD TIMES. ESPECIALLY THE EXTENDED FAMILY. I AM ALSO HAVING A TERRIBLE TIME DEALING WITH MY MOTHER'S ABUSE . IT REALLY MESSSES WITH MY SEXUALITY , MY ROLE AS A WIFE , A MOTHER , AND AS A WOMAN . IT FEELS AS THOUGH THERE ARE VERY FEW PEOPLE WHO ARE DEALING WITH MOTHER/DAUGHTER ABUSE . I AM VERY ANGRY WITH MY MOTHER , BUT AT THE SAME TIME I FEEL PITY ON HER . IT'S A WEIRD KIND OF FEELING . I AM EMPTY WITHOUT THE ROLE OF A MOTHER IN MY ADULT LIFE . I WISH THINGS WOULD WORK OUT BUT I THINK IT'S MY WISHFUL INNER CHILD DREAMING AGAIN. IS THERE ANY ONE OUT THERE WHO CAN RELATE TO ANYTHING I'VE BROUGHT UP ? I WOULD APPRECIATE THE SUPPORT AND INPUT . BEST TO ALL YOU SURVIVORS .....THERE SHOULD BE BETTER DAYS AHEAD FOR US .
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