Why does he do this to me?
Why does he make me feel so useless?
Why does he pretend to love me?
Why do I let him do this to me?

Day after day and night after night I spend with him
Hours that I used to love have now become hours of pain
I only feel a deep emptiness that can never be filled.
A hollow so deep, I am trapped within the hole.

These days I feel so useless.
I feel as though I have no purpose in life
No reason to live
Why does he make me feel this way?
Why do I let him do this to me?

I used to think I'd do anything for him
I'd do anything to keep his love
But now I'd do anything to rid myself I his so-called love

But that will never happen
I am stuck with this pain
A pain that will never leave me
That pain is his love.

i gave you life
i gave you love
i used my knife
to kill that dove
i lost it all
in just one day
no where to fall
no where to lay
within my heart
i hold you dear
but this a start
to all my fear
the loss of you
will be my death
your love so true
it stops my breath
goodbye you said
through swinging doors
and i am dead
forever yours

Sinful tears sing her fears
to the dark night sky
She spreads her wings as she sings
wishing just to fly
Waning moon, it goes so soon
and leaves the world so bright
A lover's hate changed her fate
to battles none could fight
The pain it brings destroys her wings
so quickly, she does fall
From skies of blue, from love not true
to dirt on which she crawls
Alone in pain, her heart is slain
because of words he cried
Goodbye he gives and though she lives
all she was has died

Healing Wings
A tear-stained face shows no trace
of that happy child
Who used to hide deep inside
herself and always smiled
But words were spoken and wings were broken
and the raven, she did fall
From thoughtful dreams to silent screams
yet someone heard her call
That quiet man lent his hand
to the wounded beast
He mended wings with love he brings
and became her God at least
She'd give her soul to fill the hole
she feels within her life
And though he cares, she's still scared
she'll never be his wife
She longs to fly, yet only cries
but broken wings may heal
Her fearful heart which fell apart
at the love she feels
She feels so wrong for he is strong
and she, so weak inside
She'll take his pain, if it will gain
His love until she died
For the love he gives, helps her live
and through the sky she soars
You helped me fly and forever my
Raven's Heart is yours

Awakening
Her mind aches and heart breaks
as his words are spoken
Farewell he cries, she longs to die
a raven's heart is broken
Through pain she falls, he hears her calls
yet he turns away
Once her God, but now he trod
onto darker days
Betrayed by him, her eyes grow dim
and only slows her breath
She no longer pleads, just lays and bleeds
she merely longs for death
Streams of blood begin to flood
every thought and dream
Her silver eyes long to cry
yet they only scream
She yearns to fly, to rule the sky
as she had before
She fights to live and tonight she gives
her soul for ever more
Through starless skies, she learns to fly
and finally she does live
Forgotten is he, she only sees
the love that others give