Innocent smiles and wide eyes
Joyous laughing and quiet sighs
His trust and warmth are mine to keep
Even succeeding his final sleep

His heart is silent, his breath stilled
I am smiling, my eyes, tear-filled
My child is gone, without a trace
Only his love warms this place

Painful, but true, I've done to you
I now deserve my death
I beg and plead, I wish to bleed
please just take my breath
I hurt inside, I should've died
so very long ago
Yet I stay and make you pay
for hatred that I grow
The hate is me, why can't you see
I only wish to die
Slit my vein, end your pain
Yet you only cry
Just let me go, because I know
its really for the best
I hate my life, give up that knife
and stab it in my chest
It's nearly done, my world is gone
all i was has died
You let me leave, i now recieve
that wish for which i cried
Inside I'm dead, my heart has bled
everything i feel
and though i know, you'll never go
my heart will never heal
For my heart is yours, it hurts much more
yet I cannot feel a thing
My mind is numb, I have become
shit on which I cling

Dying thoughts think through time
Thoughts of joy when you were mine
i cling to pain in that loss
and burning bridges I'll never cross
My lost soul, in search for peace
A quest in pain that will not cease
Hopeless dreams haunt that mind
But pain and death is all i find
Cries to a lord who wasn't there
Screams to a world that's never fair
In this bed, I lay alone
Soon, I'll die, never known
By those who love and those who care
Never known, always scared
The noise so loud, the sun so bright
Soon, I'll lose this hopeless fight
Pain will cease as does breath
and alone I'll go, to my death