I get a memory
while making love
And because you refuse
to hear my past
You don't understand
and turn away.
You withdraw, your mind
is gone
Your feelings closed
Your body pulls away.
I feel dirty, tainted,
unwanted,
Untouchable, alone.
Because you fail to listen
to my pain.
You do not know me
You have chosen not to
know
You say you wait for
me to tell.
But never encouraged
or in any way
Let me know you were
willing
To listen, to know, to
care.
YOU felt rejected, you
say
What was triggered in
you?
What questions lie unasked
in your past?
What is it inside of
you
That when seeing someone
in pain
Triggers feelings of
rejection so strong
That you cannot ask,
"What's wrong?"